There are things that I want out of life and I want them really badly. I want to get started with my experiments and bring my life back on track. It has been a long time since I did any "productive work" or I must say just "work". I have been fooling around for a long time. Day after day is being wasted in chatting, orkutting, having one cup after the other of coffee in T-board & going out for dinner. Eventually I have turned myself into a "wastrel".
It is not so that I'm not aware that I'm heading towards disaster, but I find myself not bothered enough to take sincere effort to tackle the problems head-on and work hard to make things better.
I want to follow Abraham Lincoln who said, "Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing." But my actions and attitude are best described in Abigail Adams following words, "We have too many high sounding words, and too few actions that correspond with them."
I wish I could gain enough strength to slough off the laziness and get going. But nothing happens by mere wishing. I need to fight with my biggest and more powerful enemy... my-comatose, pessimist-self.
